skin and song of the day:

☆ skin: Pink black punk rocker
☆ song: GATE OF DREAMS by DJ Sharpnel

i absolutely love having doodads. being able to open a box in my house and have it be full of things is so fun. lately we have been collecting and amassing hypmic doodads of all kinds. this did start with us going to the hypmic cafe and buying a ton of blind bags (from which we did end up pulling the jyushi and jyutos we wanted for the record, GAMBLING WORKSSSS) and has simply spiralled into buying random things. this era is over, though, just as soon as it started, because we ARE saving for our wedding. this is what i constantly say lol. "we are saving for the wedding!" proceeds to buy doodads.


many nui doodads......

this is the ship yo

nah but in reality, we are putting money away for the big day! after opening up our joint bank account i got a cool new darth vader card for it that incentivies me to use it. not use it for purchases but to put money into the account that can be used later, so that when we are buying the buttload of stuff we need for the wedding we are always using darth vader.

bot and i took a weekend break from our 100k+ word rp that we have been going crazy over since early december in order to fully deep clean our house again. the bathroom needed to be reorganized because we have so many accessories that gradually took over the counter, and a bunch of our bathroom lightbulbs were burnt out. now that we replaced them with LED bulbs, i feel like i could perform a surgery in the bathroom with how fuckin bright it is.

for valentine's day, we basically stayed at home and rp'd. i gave bot an apple watch and they bought us hypmic doodads of all kinds. we ate dinner together (it was curry because it always is, we are autistic and we get that thing where we only feel like eating 1 thing for months/years at a time and it's usually curry lol) and made some arts and crafts. i made us some flavors (bracelets)! we now have matching ones that say "poast" because that's what we message to one another to let the other know that we posted in our rp server lmao. because discord notifications are bootyhole. i've been thinking of switching from discord to a phpbb board or something lately because blah!! i want CUSTOMIZATION!!! discord is the easiest thing to use when communicating with people, i'll admit that. there is NO app i currently prefer more for texting and calls than discord! but for rp purposes it has always fallen short. i hate having to break up my long posts and the lack of image and thread functionality in discord. basically, i don't like that it's not something i can mess with the html of, lmao!



valentine curry with nuis

hypmic valentine's haul lol please zoom on this image so appreciate the full scope of it

we went to daiso and got some more stuff to make oshikatsu crafts and we made some decorated toploaders and these flat pouches! i love having matching stuff so much OMG it makes me so happyyyyyy



i can't really describe how awesome it is to have a life partner who is crazy and hyperfixated on the same thing as me tbh. the shared hyperfixation moments feel like rainbow road lmao. a crazy bright neon racetrack that loops infinitely where you go around at high speeds in space and just have a blast. except in mario kart you can fall off and the race ends after 3 laps. imagine NOT falling off and just having fun running around it infinitely basically?? oh yeah also, bot has been working on a brand new carrd they just finished!!! i think it looks so fucking cool and everyone should check it out and appreciate all their hard work that went into it!!

part of the reason i love bot so much is because my fiancee really truly is my best friend. i'm 800% extrovert and i always prefer hanging out with friends, being around friends, talking to friends, and doing activities with friends. because bot is my BEST friend who understands all the jokes and references i make, and likes to talk, hangout, and do activities, i kind of feel like my life is literally like a party every day. i mean not "kind of". it really IS a party to me but idk the right way to describe it. you know how when you were a kid and you got to hangout with your friends you felt all giddy and bouncing and couldn't wait for it? thats basically what's going on with me all day.


"this is how real fujos hold hands"

so anyways outside of working (oh i got another raise too!) and rping, i started to build out the jyujyu section of this site! it's just an index page atm but the front page is coming along well, i'm actually not sure what to put inside the site outside of info about the characters and context for why we ship them, but there literally is no context. it is truly, truly, truly an organic home grown crackship.

we also went on a trip to california to go to the saniwa summit touken ranbu cupsleeve!! i am so amazed because after 10 years in the touken ranbu fandom, the closest thing i've ever gotten to a "meetup" or real tkrb event was the cosplay gathering at anime expo 2018. i was jeej that year:


but yeah this was the most sword people i've seen irl ever. i NEVER thought we would get a cupsleeve or event here in the USA, basically ever! but i am so glad that for the 10th anniversary, this event was hosted! we had such an amazing time honestly. it was so nice connecting with other saniwa and cracking jokes and putting our nuis on the table together, paired with the delicious food and drinks of 4seasons tea cafe. the owners are so nice and she was shocked when we said we drove out all the way from vegas for the event! we watched tonbokiri sing (mesmerizing lol) and got lots of merch too! and the decor and picture opportunities were so fuckin great too!







the day before the event we went to the del amo fashion center (which ive talked about on here multiple times because they have the fucking $1 book off that we regularly raid for tkrb stuff) and when we were coming out of the bathroom in the mitsuwa market we RAN RIGHT INTO ADIA. our fashion designer friend and co owner of ac unit from vegas who was at the sin city anime fashion show!! we were just staring at one another doing the spiderman meme for like 10 seconds because WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?

she and her sister were visiting doing retail therapy (so real) and we decided to get dinner together and go to the animate store. we got very strange chicken that was falling apart (??? i have no idea how to describe this honestly IT WAS FALLING APART) and then we got THEEE RUNDOWN on grandmaster of demonic cultivation. so i had no idea there were so many versions of it, i thought it was a book and a show only and all the content i was seeing was fanart from the show and official art that was made to promote the books/show. NO. there is a shitton of ways to consume it, AND YOU DONT HAVE TO READ IT!!! everyone knows i am not the world's biggest reader. i dont fuck with books tbh. im american. i dropped out of school. i read fanfiction and roleplay posts, and i read peoples blogs and shit, but i just simply cannot fuck with books. SO IT'S SO NICE TO HEAR THAT YOU DON'T EVEN REALLY HAVE TO READ THE BOOKS LOL! i will gobble the live action up too lmao


that is the only image from the entire day because i also did not take a single fucking picture. like all day. like we just showed up and started doing shit and i have no images to supplement these words because my phone was in my bag and i was living in the moment of the del amo fashion center. we also fucking walked in and had to show our IDs because the mall security thought we were all minors. i'm like uhhhhh i was literally born in the 1990s probably before the security guards were born tbh. i also managed to find random gifts for almost everyone i know during that mall visit. i got random stuff for jules, my sister, and my friends mari and cas! they have such a massive amount of osomatsu stuff at the del amo dollar book off so i always managed to find jyushis and ichis for mari and cas.

also they posted about the next descendants movie and the rumors are true. PINK, SISTER OF RED?? what the fuck. i cannot even guess what's going to be happening in this movie but i am working on a bingo card lol.

oh, and i'm extremely close to getting an organic perfect score on geoguessr. i really really really love that game, i play it all the time and i try to play every single day! some may not know this but rather than being born with the good at math autism, i was born with the extreme gps brain autism. there are videos of me as a baby (i mean like before i was able to walk) being quizzed on where certain countries are on a map. i didn't even know what the fuck china was but i could point to it on a map lol. this has followed me my whole life mostly in the form of people using me as their personal gps which i LOVE flexing my knowledge of directions! i have a near photogrpahic memory of places i've been and routes i've driven to the point where i don't really need directions ever. i just drive or visit someplace and immediately know how to get back there on muscle memory. i'm also the only person i have met who always knows which cardinal direction i am facing at all times like a compass. anyway that's probably why i got so into hetalia lol. hetalia made me memorize world flags which i know still carry that knowledge everywhere, but something i never had to do was memorize country calling codes. in order to get a perfect score on geoguessr i usually look to see if i can spot a phone number anywhere when it drops me in some random place. if i memorize all the country calling codes in the world, i can almost garuntee that i'll get much better and closer scores if i can immediately tell the country calling code from seeing it. there are other hints i use, mostly language and the botany of the location, but i feel like the calling codes will really really help me narrow things down really easily.

this friday i'm driving to st. george (the cutest tiny town in utah) to do some photography for a new client and i'm hyped because that means i get to eat at iceberg. they are servingggggg. it's like in n out if in n out was actually good. my controversial west coast opinion is that in n out actually sucks ass and the fries are dogshit. go to iceberg in utah instead. here are random other pictures from life.



TENEBRE ROSSO SANGUE LIMITED VINYL YEAHHHHHHH LETS FUCKING GO



genuinely the reason i close my eyes in most pics is because i think its terrifying when they look like this, shineless dead black void for whatever reason, i look like a demon lmao


i'm working on being better about linking all the places/people/events i talk about on these blogs because i feel like it's important to share the links with the world in the effort of web discovery. in the coming blog posts i'm also gonna put a lot of effort into properly linking everyone and everything too!!

my parting words: i accept that im a human dog. every day is the best day of my life and i protect my house and i love eating cheese and going for walks. i love my life like a dog loves its life, except unlike a dog, i am cursed with the knowledge of understanding html and css. BYE BYE!!!!!!